i tried to warn you all….
Monday, October 20th, 2008
OK–So I tried to warn you all(if there is anyone that reads this)-I am a HORRIBLE blogger! I do believe my last post was in July. Well one of my friends(I won’t say the name but it starts with an A and ends with manda =D) told me I needed to post a blog-I think she told me that a month ago=-and here I finally am–POSTING A NEW BLOG!!! Exciting stuff, isn’t it? Well–I don’t know where to begin. Lets start with fast stuff. My brother has a new girlfriend-she seems really nice. I work all the time-it seems. I love my job-most days. My friends and family are AmAzInG!
Next, let’s see….As some of you know I have been on Clomid 50mg since liek March. They made me ovulate and stuff but still no baby. In July, my Doc tells me he thinks the next step is insemination. I was like OK . I asked how bad it hurt-he said I(me-Loni) went through the HSG test just fine and this is 10 times less painless than that. Well I again was lik OK-the HSG didn’t hurt(I was more nervous because I kept reading on the net horrors other people went thru for theirs-and I was scared to death!!!). I mhad a little cramping but nothing too horrible.
So Doc puts me on Clomid again to boost my ovulation. H tells me to start testing on day 12 to see if I m ovulating. Well dya 12 is here and WOW-I aam vulation. I call the Doc and we schedule an appointment the next day(a Saturday at 8AM–that means I had to get up at 6 AM on my day off–partially i worked OT that day–tell more later in blog). The other doctor was the on call Doc for the weekend. I was a little nervous–a different guy–I didn’t want to see a different guy–well I got over that and was OK. So I went in-J did his thang and then we went into the room and the Doc did his thang–lol-and they had me lie there for a few minutes. I was feeling some cramping-not gonna lie. So like 5 minutes later they came back told me to put my pants back on and I was free to go. I was still feeling crampy. We went thru a drive thru and got some breakfast. By that time–I was cramping BAD–so bad I couldn’t even eat. Me-not being able to eat!! I layed my seat down and we headed towards work. We were a little closer to gville and I decided to sit up. BADDECISION! Crampin was even worse. So I toughed it out and went into work-I am pretty dedicated like that =). Well that only lasted an hour–I ONLY LASTED AN HOUR. I had to go home-pain -too-much cramping…. Got home and layed down. I woke up later and felt fine after that. Next was the big part of waiting to test to see if it worked!! I waited what seemed like an eternity. The day came for me to test. I got the test out ad was like-this is it-this has to be it. I was so nervous I couldn’t look. Well I finally got the courage to and it was negative. I was so bummed. Then I was like maybe it is too early-I’ll test in a coouple of days–each one of them(I think 5 total) were the same results. Then I had to call the Doc because my friend came(monthly one). he told me we were going to do the same for that month(Sept). Well I took Clomid and tested on day 12-no ovulation-day 13,14,15,16,17,18,19-same thing. Well now I was a little concerned. Called the Doc and he told me to keep testing and if there was still a negative respnse-we missed it and it would be too late to do anything. Well I kept testing still no–well day 40 finally came and here comes my “friend” again. Called Doc and he decides we will to the insemination again for Oct and up my Clomid to 100mg. So yeah, here I am day 8–myy mood swings vary(I am norally a passive person–these make me so aggressiv-it’s kind of scary) heat flashes have been a normal occourence since march when I first begun to take the med. Tomorrow is day 9 last day for Clomid for htis month. Then day 12 I get to start testoing again. I am hoping this month things will happen correctly.
I think I have bored you all long enough so I will let you all get back to more important things than my ramblings. I will(try) to keep you all posted about the results…..